Carolina
writes to

   


Marquis de Sade

     
   

Sexual experience

   

Have you practised all the sexual acts you describe in your books?


 My most excellent Carolina,

How can I reply to your deep question in short? My words fail me... If you had read my correspondence, you would not have asked me that question. What do you mean by «have I practiced all the sexual acts I described in my books»? Do you mean in a physical sense? Or do you mean in a mostly mental, imaginative manner? The answer cannot resolve in a few lines.

I do believe that a writer must only speak of what he knows. And yes! I have personally experienced ALL the sensations and emotions that I have described
in my works, i.e. all the POSITIVE sensations. I am a great lover of life. Nay, I'm the greatest lover of Life and Nature and I have sworn to obey her laws. I cannot, I could not, it is not in my constitution to violate any of her laws or to sin (yes, I have said «sin») against Life. Every form of Life is sacred and I respect it in every single one of her manifestations.  The characters of my books are fictional, are made of ink and paper and I avail myself of the sacred right of any writer to do with them as well as I please, including chopping them to pieces and stew them for dinner.

I hope that answers your question. I shall only add one quotation from one of my letters (to my beloved, sensitive, and pusillanimous half): «I have never been an assassin, and I never will.»

In faith,

D.A.F. de Sade